Wednesday, February 14, 2007;
title: Pre-Vday syndrome...
sigh... i am suffering from another bolt of unlucky 'strikes' again... just when i thought things are turning for the better...
Let's list the unfortunate things that has happened to me so far...
- irritatingly, after losing my GC and currently using another unknown GC, I continue to keep losing stuff... correction pen, adhesive tape, and now... my rulers!! (got write name somemore sia...) sigh...
- Selling of O1 footages... so sad la... today only 8 people come to our booth to buy our dvd... cost $3.50 only... and then got ppl complain expensive somemore... sian... also, i was told that today's announcement did not go well smoothly... so nobody kind of paid attention to the SC's announcement... what the... argh...
and just when we thought live ads will solve the problem... mr seet dun allow us to show during assembly and then tomorrow and thursday is CT walkabout... so=no live ads!! shoot... what a wrong timing to launch the selling of footages... really regret to have started selling the footages... should have realised that time is not on our side :( Lord Jesus... help me Lord!!
- No time to do tutorials, study for common test... because of the above two incidents, it kind of dampen my mood to study... I know I shouldn't let these thigns to affect me... but... but... it's just so tough to control your emotions!!! Why is time seriously against me!!!!????!!! lol. I am seriously going to DIE for common test... my worst nightmare: "SSSSS".... NOOOO.....
- Haven't settle last year's musicfest video... better do so asap... but i am tied down by the o1 project, ssef (research), studies.... argh... sian sian sian sian SIAN~ when can I ever get out of this depression state... boohoo...
was that very emo just now?? well... my mood is still not in a very good state though... cos i am troubled by tmr... it's Valentine's Day... supposed day to 'love' each other... but yet i am here frustrating over what to buy for my angel, mortal and my class (and maybe infocomm exco...) darn...
no money+ no idea= frustrated esther... damn.
nevermind, shall think of something now... but forgive me if my present is so haphazard.... tried my best to give the best of all presents alr... sorry...
well... after a series of traumatising events... shall count the good thigns that had happen and will happen... :)
- My SVA entry had won a prize! yay! hope that our work will not dissapoint all teachers and everyone of our hard work.... will platinum be ours? let's 拭目以待 ba.... but i guess it's by the grace of the Lord that our work had won something out of the 270 enteries... which i suppose is a loT? ok....
- Musicfest audition today.... glad that i had chosen a song which is within my range... though i suppose i will not get in... but at least i feel that i had given my best effort. Job well done man Esther! I guess i am happy cos i am not feeling very worried if i will get in a not... I had my Lord's peace with me.. heehee....
- Speaking of which... still have the Musicfest MTV to do... dunno to feel happy or sad... though i categorise it under the 'happy' section... Pray that we have a very good idea which we can work with and find myself a chance to sing again... HAHA.
- Chinese New year is coming!!! Not that i want to celebrate it... but the fact that monday and tuesday are public holidays makes me feel so high.... finally can get some rest and slack for a while... on top of my saturday.... whcih is now officially known as the 'sleep-all-i-want' day... yay... dun really look forward to the collecting of angbaos though... cos it means that mummy have to spend more money on others... lol. nevermind about me... haha
- I thank God that I have wonderful friends around me... haha... even though i have requested from them very unreasonable demands.. but well at least they sort of fulfilled my wants/needs. Thank you so so much... :D
-last but not the least... it's Vday tmr.... means getting pressssssssssents.... yay... yipee... though the days before that are not good because i have to worry about what to give... but then... it's a nice feeling to get presents... when u know that you are definately going to get sth... lol.
well, it seems that life is not too bad afterall... got good and bad side... hope that i will continue to look on the bright side of life.... hmm... haha... better start cracking on my mortal's present alr... till then... catch you guys in my next post :)
p.s. is this post long enough to satisfy the 2 weeks worth of stagnant blogging? hee hee...
And I have Christ... in Me! ~
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